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Postby Syn » Tue Jul 01, 2003 6:19 am

8) Ah yes, It's me again. Heh
I've browsed my pc of old folders/files and found some things from last year. Mesh. Some of it's not worth reading.. But eh.. I'll share my worthless shiz with you anyhow. Feel special. ;p


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Sept 21, 2002

Ignoring... the fact of life..

I'm thinking.. of ending my own worthless life.

No one to care for.

There seems.. to be no hope for me

I'm such a comfortable sinner.

I don't want to fight, I want to die.
Leave me alone. Let me be in pain, I prefer it this way.

Sitting in my own pool of blood...lowering my breath... to a silent cry..

of happiness

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I close my eyes to hide from the fear I see.
I've been stabbed through the heart & the blood starts to seep throughout me.
Blood, pain, tears, Sin.
They come to me over & over again.
Take me away from all of this, I want to feel just you again.
Hold me tight, just through this night.
Will you come to hold me as the moon starts to shine down on me?
It starts to cast it's spell & free me from this world of hell.
This pain is unbearing, I can't take anymore.
I want to see your face again before I die.
Send me to heaven before I cry..

Tears fall from my face onto your shirt.
Thank you for being there when I'm hurt.
You lay me down onto the ground.
Blood stains & tears are the only thing I had left behind that you have found.
You kiss my lips one last time.
Know that you are forever mine...

Even now that I'm gone,
The wind through the trees is my song.
I leave it to you when you feel alone.
That's my warmth on your face where the sun has shone.
I'm here with you always like you were for me
Whenever you are depressed, right next to you is where I'll be.

Rest now peacefully in your bed
Thinking thoughts of love in your head.
You are on your way to see me tonight
You lasted longest in this fight
For dying is just the end of us physically
Our souls will be together now for all eternity.

Written by me and Greg D.

Extremely mushy shiz, one reason I didn't like it. Look past that, maybe it's alright. heh

BTW, I do not write based on emotions. Rather influences from music and much randomness in my craxy arse mind. Yes.

>_>

<_<

Feel free to criticize to your worst extent. =D
Because I don't like the above of what I written myself all too much. heh
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Postby Mikaeli » Tue Jul 01, 2003 6:38 am

Beautiful... :cry: :cry:
I like the stars…it’s the illusion of permanence...I can pretend that lives last longer than moments...

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Postby HeRetiK » Tue Jul 01, 2003 12:26 pm

well... I liked it.

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Postby Mikaeli » Tue Jul 01, 2003 2:46 pm

:( :cry:
I really like it....
I like the stars…it’s the illusion of permanence...I can pretend that lives last longer than moments...

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Postby Spaced Ape » Tue Jul 01, 2003 3:09 pm

ur right, too much mushy stuff. I swear, you people cry about so little. "I have such a horrible life :cry: ".......BULLSHIT!!! Life is what you make of it. I dare you to live in the Middle East for a year. Then you can see how much life really does suck!
Is there a promised land
Or am I on the journey going to nowhere?
Are the streets paved with gold
Or am I slipping on the mold that slowly grows there?
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Postby Mikaeli » Tue Jul 01, 2003 3:35 pm

It's still beautiful. You dont think I realize how horrible life can be out there. All over the world. ....Now I'm just rambling again. I apologize.
I like the stars…it’s the illusion of permanence...I can pretend that lives last longer than moments...

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Postby dickwad » Tue Jul 01, 2003 5:02 pm

life is pointless...

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Postby Mikaeli » Tue Jul 01, 2003 5:03 pm

That's not true..
I like the stars…it’s the illusion of permanence...I can pretend that lives last longer than moments...

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Postby dickwad » Tue Jul 01, 2003 5:06 pm

how?

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Postby Mikaeli » Tue Jul 01, 2003 5:08 pm

I always felt that there is a point in life. The point in life is too Live, and learn about your life. Too gain knowledge from your peers, families..everyone. To be a good person, to leave the world a bit happier, that's the point in life...for me at least, I guess it's different for you.... :(
I like the stars…it’s the illusion of permanence...I can pretend that lives last longer than moments...

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Postby dickwad » Tue Jul 01, 2003 5:14 pm

i guess it's just the way i see the world...

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Postby Mikaeli » Tue Jul 01, 2003 5:17 pm

I'm sorry :(
I like the stars…it’s the illusion of permanence...I can pretend that lives last longer than moments...

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Postby dickwad » Tue Jul 01, 2003 5:25 pm

Lady_mialee wrote:I'm sorry :(


geez, your always sorry... lighten up!

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Postby Mikaeli » Tue Jul 01, 2003 5:26 pm

ok....
I like the stars…it’s the illusion of permanence...I can pretend that lives last longer than moments...

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Postby dickwad » Tue Jul 01, 2003 5:28 pm

ok

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Postby Mikaeli » Tue Jul 01, 2003 5:29 pm

Cheese is good.....
I like the stars…it’s the illusion of permanence...I can pretend that lives last longer than moments...

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Postby dickwad » Tue Jul 01, 2003 5:30 pm

mmmmm cheese...

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Postby Mikaeli » Tue Jul 01, 2003 5:31 pm

Chocolate is good too.....it go straight too my thighs... :wink: :wink:
Hehe
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Postby Syn » Tue Jul 01, 2003 7:11 pm

Ehhh thanks for the visualization.

BTW, where'd Darklire's opinion come from? o_O??
Horrible life kinda thing... heh
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Postby Mikaeli » Tue Jul 01, 2003 7:50 pm

Hmm....
I like the stars…it’s the illusion of permanence...I can pretend that lives last longer than moments...

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Postby dickwad » Tue Jul 01, 2003 8:00 pm

maybe his opinion came from looking at how the world really is

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Postby Mikaeli » Tue Jul 01, 2003 8:02 pm

That seems about right.
I like the stars…it’s the illusion of permanence...I can pretend that lives last longer than moments...

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Postby dickwad » Tue Jul 01, 2003 8:28 pm

Lady_mialee wrote:That seems about right.


finally you agree with my views... dont you?

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Postby Mikaeli » Tue Jul 01, 2003 8:29 pm

dude666 wrote:
Lady_mialee wrote:That seems about right.


finally you agree with my views... dont you?


Yea. Spooky isnt it?
I like the stars…it’s the illusion of permanence...I can pretend that lives last longer than moments...

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Postby dickwad » Tue Jul 01, 2003 9:26 pm

indeed


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